morning

现在早上7时15分

这时，我也听了一首旧歌

思念是一种病

熟悉吧

好喜欢这首歌

有甜甜的味道

有想念的味道

虽然我的思念说不出口

可是听歌也会使我继续的想XD

''思念是一种病''

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那黱美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

我没睡过觉， 也没停过我的想念

没睡过觉～～是因为昨天头痛了一整天

早上去学校前呕了

原本叫了朋友帮我签名，可是他说我已经3个礼拜没去上这堂课了

叫我别懒了，去吧，不然考试不会

haiz～～我想了想，还是去吧

毕竟我真的不会

上课后的另一堂课

我们一大班一起上，我坐在朋友堆里

明明很热闹，可是我怎么感觉失落感

下午上英文，感觉超不舒服，要呕要呕

和朋友说了。。他们不以为意

算了。。who caresXD

有用在对的地方了，哈哈

回家就睡， 7点醒，眼睛开不到，头痛到要死～妈的

答应在8点载朋友。。恐怕不能了。。

而且又下雨

8点

朋友打来，果然我真的醒不来

拒绝了。。

真对不起

然后醒来吃药才好了一点

就睡不着了

一直眼光光到现在

等下还得上课。。累 T T

사랑해요～❤

有时候～ 我很想大声说：

我稀饭你～❤

사랑해요～❤

有时候～我很想大声说

我想你～❤ 

보고싶어요 ～❤

可是我没有勇气 T T

因为知道自己没有资格

因为知道你有喜欢的人

因为知道我配不得上你

因为怕你知道后伤感情

就是这么多的''因为''而造成那么多的''所以''

也就是因为这个''所以''

让我失去了机会..
也因为这些机会
让我们永远只能在朋友防线
我不会用话语来表达
用键盘说话也许让我比较自在
也许只有键盘知道我的秘密
也许只有键盘来替我表达
我一切

i jz need a simply love～❤ !!!!!!

izzit difficult ??~~

why ?  why ?  why ?

why my situation is always loving someone secretly..

really～～?

A song wif meaningful n straightly shoot my HEART

''爱真的需要勇气，来面对流言蜚语～～～''

if i told him..

i muz face tis kind of rumour

i noe i cant accept it, so i m trying to advoid..

and i noe it is unqualify for me.. 

so i cant do tis~~

someone tell me loving secretly is a kind of happiness...

i hope so..
hope u ll happy forever
hope u ll find ur true love
i ll not able b wif u
unqualify for me
hope hope hope


first eye when i saw u
i noe u ll b my apple
but unluckily u ll not noe it
jz let it b
cos i oso won let u noe it
ll b my secret
i scare we cant b fren

''less an enemy is better than less a fren''

so i sware i ll not loss u, my fren
jz let it be
n i noe we ll not meet anymore 
cos u wan change ur mind 
or 
i leave
so it won a big deal 
i ll try to forget u
giv me a chance
let us b fren forever 
n 
ever...❤

last i would like to let u noe
사랑해요～❤

____the playful kiss____

recently...i ve watched the korean drama, ''the playful kiss''..
it is not bad,sweet drama n have a happy memory about it..
and it is recalling back wat i have watched 3 years ago, taiwan version..


compare tis two drama, 
i prefer the sweetness of korean version..❤
i prefer the happiness of taiwan version.. ❤
the conclusion is ...both oso i like it..XD

sometime i think about, can i be the gal inside it? 
can i meet someone who is tat kind of boy??
it is impossible..
as my loves one is not like tat..❤

tis one is the korea version❤

tis one is the taiwan version❤

see~~~how sweet izzit~~? ❤ i wan to be wif them too..^^next time muz go korea for a trip..hope i can see u thr _____ 金贤重❤❤

another sweet version from taiwan ❤ like their family very much as they r too sweet..i hope i can oso have a family like tis..happy n happy n happy^^

erm...Kim Hyun Joong ◕‿◕ 

very handsome XD

love him so much~~~❤

the korea version of the song damn nice..❤

the taiwan version's song oso good..

last, i share u a nice vedio of the advertising the camera..  

when i watch it ,

it really touching..

if my loves one do like tat..

i ll touching dou tears out..^^

 after finish watching, r u touching or not..T T
im really touch when i watch..
i wan tat camera~~!!!!!!
i wan i wan..~~❤

 

___ self updating___

long time din update my blog,the reason is too lazy n no free time..XD

sem 2 beginning~~

first, i would like to introduce myself..newly born albee^^

with panda eyes, cos i sleep late every night...+___+

with poor health, cos i tired n long time din have a nice sweet sleep n dream..T_T

with bad frenship, cos all different class n somebody change himself or herself..><

with terrible mood, cos simply change at simply time...= =''

with lazy attitude, cos din do all homework n assignment..=P

tis sem..

has change a lot..all things gonna b change..

not like last sem, all burn time in basketball court, or lake ..

somemore, burn money...

tis sem burn money, but burn in design material..si beh expensive ..

last sem, happen too much things..

myself, my fren, all flooded in love love things..haiz..all being b cheated by tis LOVE ...haiz...

but tis sem, all about my family n myself too, 

family problem become serious...

my dear granpa sick seriously, 

very scare ..all untoward will happen to me,

scare..T T

scare my mom leave me, scare my grandpa leave me~~

compare to tis sem, i dislike tis sem,

not abt the skul, is abt the life..im more lonely compare last sem, 

alone in the house, talk to myself lonely, n being lone by myself..

according my health, it become more serious, 

erm...headache became more frequently, n more pain..

i scare i m having tat kind of ill...zz..dun think too much..

but sometime 不由你不去想..i oso dun wan to face tis kind of problem..

if touch wood lar..i m not scaring going to die suddenly.. jz wanna die peacefully oni, cos die-ing suffer cant go heaven right?? haha..sozai me..

let it b, n i jz oni want to appreciate all wif me now..

let it be ~~jz happy wif my all things now..